Thursday, June 07, 2007
Thursday, May 31, 2007

I apologize for my pride.
For my stubbornness, and neglecting your feelings.
Sometimes I’m too proud to show you I care, to say I’m sorry and humble myself.
I hate it.
Sometimes I get too caught up in my own emotions that I forget what’s going on in your head, I forget to stop and ask.
Sometimes I think my problem is too important, I talk about it, when instead I should be the one listening.
Sometimes I push my way because I think it’s good, when maybe if I had of heard yours they would have been better.
Sometimes that side of me comes out, the side I don’t want you to see; you see it.
Sometimes it’s better to just stop everything, all thought, all care, all words and actions, and just say I’m sorry, and that I love you.
I’m sorry.
And even more, I love you! One million times over and beyond that, you’re really something special in my life; God’s wonderful blessing to me. You and your love. There’s the words, “I’ll never hurt you” “I’ll never let you down” “I’ll always be there for you” “You can always count on me!” those words that are used by millions of people to their significant other or loved ones. But I guess those are just words, no more then that. Perhaps they come from the bottom of your heart, but to make a promise out of them will do no good. It’ll only harden the fall.
I say those words a lot, and then I hurt you a lot. So I guess I’m guilty of it as well. I’m sorry.
Love words can do a lot to someone, but actions can do more. I’m sorry my actions aren’t as diligent as my words. I wanna show you, not only tell you.
I’m sorry for being too proud at times.
I pray to be a better person, to grow and mature with you through the Lord. I’m lucky. I’ve got Jesus, then I’ve got you! What more could I ask for!!
Thanks for your patience and understanding, something I always admire about you Babe. I love you! Xxxxxxx
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
camping was great fun! for those of you who have been to Jess' blog, he posted some pics...tho I am planning on posting em on mine..once i can get this comp to work. OH, which reminds me...I have news!...ready??
bah..
My camera has now officially died. sniff.
it was always a little weird from the beginning, since it was bashed pretty nastily a while back and so a few different cool buttons stopped working on it. but i sufficed with snapping photos with what I had, and it made me happy!:) now it's gone and I am desperate for a new camera since I can't stand another exciting moment happening without my camera! I see others snapping shots here and there with great big smiles on their faces and I am sitting in the corner...sniff...looking at all the happy people, wishing I could capture the moments! ah! soon..I will soon get another one!! with prayers ne..
anyhow. Life is good and God is fair. so all's well! i'll be posting other new things later, right now i'm ready to sleep. enjoy yourselves..and your cameras..
HAHA..
love you guys! xxxxx
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Thursday, May 17, 2007
The sister blues
Sniff!!
at least it's nice to know that she'll be in the same country, and not off somewhere in another world! far far away from us!! hee hee.
Lixy's my best sister. she was always there to listen to me and hear me out, understand me and make me laugh so that the mood I am in isn't so damp and blue. we usually don't have very deep, heart to heart sisterly conversations while we're together; but then when she's miles away from home, we seem to write each other majorly long e-mails of everything in our little hearts! haha, strange...
now I'll have to be the one to try and bake all sorts of goodies for the family...to satisfy the sweet tooth's! hee hee, not even CLOSE to as wonderful a cook as lixy, but maybe Jesus knows I need this practice to get weaaally weally pro!! yay!,.,..someday..
but never as good as Lixy!!
heh!
I'm going through those blues again, but not as bad as when you left to Brazil! haha, that time i cried! but don't get me wrong..hahaha, I still miss ya like heck! but the fact of knowing we're not too far away, is an encouraging, happy thought that keeps those tears back!;) I'll see you around Lix!! I hope you'll enjoy yourself and learn more and grow more for Jesus!!! you're always in my prayers, and come and visit to make us pies...hahahahahaha. I'll miss those night walks...hahaha, umm touched by an angel nights...silly laughs, tough chick work outs! ahahah, and much more!!!
LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! always always!
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
sigh..
it'll come!
Mari, it was great to room with ya! ahah for a week, we were room buddies! got to chill with you! haha, was fun. I hope you're all ok!..my back..is still being nasty to me!! grrr..
i end here on a happy note..and that is...Thank you JESUS!! was a good week, all I can say is yay!:)
Saturday, May 05, 2007
just a quick post to let my sweethearts know that I miss them and Love them a ton!!
i've been at joe's home for a couple days now, ballooning at different places for Golden Week. and sooo far so good! could be better...but this being our first time doing it like this, it's fun and exciting!! Thank You Jesus!:)
hee hee, I miss my family and wonderful crazy chiba, Love Hut chums! but it's only a week, hee hee, i'm doing ok! and i'm having a duper whooper time here!
the kids are pooch and so are their dogs.
just today, Joe wanted to have a race for the two dogs. so all the kids got all riled up and ran outside and they took the dogs far down the road, and Joe held their yum snacks in his hands, and they ran like the wind in eagerness to be a pig! hahaha, it was funny to watch.
aaanyways!! please keep praying for us! since tomorrow is the LAST day of Golden Week, and the weather report says it's going to rain, and we don't want that!!! so! every prayer would be appreciated! arigatooooo!!! i love you guys tons and tons!!! miss you and i'll post again, with pics, once i get back!!
muuuuuwaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
Saturday, April 28, 2007

Elena is a grand sis.
She's my room mate who sleeps on the top bunk and gives me heart attacks by moving around so much before getting comfortable in her bed. It's not such a sturdy thing, and so my biggest fear is that one night she'll fall right on top of me and won't even know it cause she'll be sleeping right through it all while I get squished! ahahaha...naw...but that IS a small fear of mine!
AnYhow!!
she's a great person. fun, loving, sweet, happy, feisty and energetic. she likes to play piano, which she is very talented at, and likes to play basketball outside with the boys.
there's a lot about Lain that i'm sure you know. but then there is also a bunch of stuff that you don't know about this little chick.
so get to know her! tadan!
to explain it all would take a while and right now i'm trying to plan for a party!!! hurrah!! so...
Happy 14th Lainy!! now you're a Junior Teen for Jesus!! I remember my Junior teen days...they were good days! so I think they'll be good for you, if not even better! hee hee!!! I wish you only the best on this special day and hope that you can find a way to make at least ONE of your dreams come true this year! you make me proud, you make Jesus proud, and keep it up and you'll make the whole world proud too!! I love you girl!!

the fun, silly, exciting, freaky, sad, happy, stupid moments will always be the coolest times spent with you!! and here's another year to make more! whoohoo!! congrats Lain!!
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Babies make the world go round'
lucky youuu!
it was just my day..that all the cutest kids could pop up at one place..YAY! and I had my camera..God is good!








these photos are kinda old, and already another gathering came up, but I can't seem to find the photos of the recent gathering, so i'll have to stick with these poochies for now. CHEERS!!
































