Cheers from three girls & a guy!

Thank you Jesus for wonderful family! happy, cute sisters (tho one is missing..Lixy come home!!!) and one loveable boyfriend!!

God is good.

AMEN!?

just took some photos with each other...we were being silly. but they're sweet photos...

I think at least!!

HA!

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

LA LA LA LA....

NYAAAAHAHAHAA...snicker snicker..laughs like the wicked witch of the west..(okay maybe not...forget that one.) it woooooooorks..this comp FINALLY let down its nasty mood and decided to let me share some photos! (Thank YOU Jesus!!) which means cha will take advantage of this moment and post as many photos as possible..from the last few days..that I have been dying to post! HURRAH! ooh happy dayyy.

ok whatever.

just some photos from free day, and then on me and joejo's anniversay.

A Special Day For Meeeee

March eighth, right now my most favorite date of the year. Why?
Ahem.
Four years ago someone really special walked into my life and asked me to be a part of his. Since then, till now, we have shared each other’s lives together. Learning, growing, falling, crying, laughing, sleeping, talking, living…breathing…
The list goes on.
To me, this one day in all the 365 days of the year, means so much to me. It reminds me of why I am with him, and of this love that I have been blessed with so many years ago, to today. It’s a celebration of another year together. Another road walked together, another mountain climbed…and another door being opened. Now, God knows what’s on the other side of the door that marks going in to the fifth year, but all I know is that this last year has been an amazing one. All of the four years have. Four of my best years! So far. ;)
I’m not perfect, in fact, I’m far from it. Far from being the perfect girlfriend, far from being anything BUT his dream girl…I make mistakes. I make many of them, and it hurts me every time I hurt him. I know he tries so hard to be the best for me, and he does SUCH a good job at it. His love, his care, his patience, his understanding and strength reaches waaaay beyond what runs inside me. And it makes me feel so small when standing next to him. Makes me wonder why such a beautiful, wonderful human being like him could ever walk four years with me…much less even one! I don’t know if I’ll ever be good enough for this wonderful person, but whatever is going on, someone above sees it in His heart to bless me with this relationship and love. He blessed me with such a wonderful gift in my life, and still He blesses me with Joe’s love and care. I will never understand it all, but I don’t think I need to; maybe I don’t want to…
So often I tell Joe that he wasn’t meant for me. That God had wrapped him up ever so nicely and sent him to be a gift to another person, but somehow the address had gotten mixed up and the package ended up on my front step, the next minute, in my arms. If that’s so, and if there still is someone out there who is the “rightful” owner to this beautiful man of mine, I’ll pretend I don’t care. Maybe I am not meant for this gift, but for four years he has been a blessing in my life, and still he continues to be. So as long as this relationship keeps on, I’ll just smile with pride and honor to be the one to call him mine. Whether I deserve him or not. Whether I am meant for him or not. This is our love that God has blessed me with, I don’t care whether I am wrong or right, I will forever be grateful to the Lord, and thank Him for the rest of my life.
We have hard times, it’s not always an easy thing…being in a relationship. Once upon a time I thought that relationships were like those stories inside of princess fairytales and romance novels. But I learned it’s not even close.
It’s better.
The hard times are like gems to me. The good times are like billions of gems.
God is so good to me, I owe Him one.

Baby? I know I make you cry, upset, angry, frustrated, sad and so much more. I’m far from perfect. I am so sorry for the times I have let you down. I just want you to know that these fours years have been the most amazing ones of my life so far, and all I wanna do is spend the many more ahead of me, with you. This year, let me try, with the Lord’s help, to be a better person. I wanna show you how much you and your love mean to me. I really care for you.
You are my blessing, my pride. I’m honored to be your girl and say “Joey loves ME!!!”. It always makes me feel so good, because to be loved by you is like to be the king of the world, the universe and everything in it and beyond!
Let’s grow together in the Lord…
I love you so much!

After four years, you’re still the one baby.

Happy Anniversary!


and to all you wonderful people out there who have sagnificant others beside you, I salute you, because I think commitment is something to be proud of.
GB! and have a happy day

my special someone has come to visit for a few days...
which leads me to leave this blog for a little bit.
GRIN
i love you guys alot.

muwahahaha...looky looky!! it's pictures!! tadan!! Mika, I bow at your feet and thank thee one million times! MWUA! hahahahaha now always remember hunnie, you are a computer whiz:p haha. arigato ne! aishitemasu yo! mecha mecha!

ok so now that I can post photos again, i'm posting some photos of my birthday "outing at the park". took some sister photos and me and baby photos:) wheehooo! the photos are kinda meant for valentine's...sooo..whatever
I love you guys!!

aaahhh..i'm soo happyyy...THANK YOU JESUS! whoo!

the three muskiteers:) I love my sisters! yeah yeah, we all think we have the coolest sisters. isn't it great? there's sooo many best sisters in this world. love love love....thank you Jesus for sisters! amen amen!?

It's the month of Aquarians folks! And we cannot just let it pass without enjoying every minute of it.
Why do we love Aquarians? well...for one, they are fun loving people. care free. adventurous, spirited, strong, easy-going, soft, kindhearted and loving people. but wait, the list goes on.
Aquarians need their space, their room, their special time for "alone time" to just sit and think. to ponder and reflect. Aquarians are very sentimental people, and if bothered, provoked, or intruded opon in their moments of "alone time", they can get pretty nasty. So don't ever bother an Aquarian in their time of quiet moments.
don't be afraid. Aquarians are usualy very kind and caring people. Although, of course, they are human and tend to make mistakes and let their "scary" side of them come out once in a while, love them and don't quickly judge. a little time with an Aquarian and you'll soon find yourself having a good time. An Aquarian may tend to be quite picky, but don't loose hope, they always love one thing best no matter what. And that is a little love in their little red heart deep inside. You want to win an Aquarian over? Charm her/him. They cannot say no to a little love and that feeling of warmth and care. Aquarians are cuddle-bugs! They need attention and love, and will do whatever to get it. Don't neglect an Aquarian's love cup. Their hearts will never be full enough.
So happy happy love day! Give those hugs, share those laughs, play those charms, and love love love.




hahahahaaha...I found this the other day while looking at Valentine's stuff. and thot it just for ALL my wonderful Aquarian babies out there!..LOVE YOU ALL AQUARIANS..this one's for YOU!! i love you so so much...you're all the best!! Happy Aquarian MONTH!!!! MUWAAAAAAAA!!!
You all have your months too..maybe I can try and find them all and post them for you other signs, since each of you people are very special to JESUS! so you're special to ME. MUUUWAAA.

this blog...going bazoonkers!!!!!!

ahh..I won't take my anger out here...you must forgive me:)?

ok what happened recently... chocos! i've received sooo many I think i'll die of choco-fatness. now all of you who nicely wrapped yummy chocolates for me are responsible for this. ahaha, thanks guys, i really love you tons. each chocolate will forever remain a special memory in my stomach..i'm super tired, might explain my mood.
don't laugh..fine..laugh.
Jesus said to laugh. to be naked. to be free. whoohoo!
ok guys before I ruin your night and give you bad dreams;) i'll end here, but mika I still am expecting your expertness of computers. where's your bum? get it over here. please?:):)
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE. mean people, nice people, good people, bad people, happy people, sad people, weird people, cool people.

sweet dreams...

Wishing you all a wonderful, love-filled day today! may hearts be melted and tears wipped away with cotton-candy tissues, and love that will fill you from head to toe!
I apologize for the times I may have hurt any of you, in any way. or upset you, annoyed you, let you down. i'm human...forgive me? :) just wanting you all to know that i love you so so much with big hugs and many kisses!
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to you all, i love you love you love you love you!

there's some photos I wanna post, but something is wrong..YUP again...isn't it so fun? bah...
mika yes please come and help:) aaaaaaaaaandddd...my birthday was wonderful, i'll try to post some sentimental photos of it, and of Valentine's sometime later when I can get this silly blog working again!! but for now, words must be enough! HEE. LOVE U!

alllllriiiighttt guys...

as time goes on, this bloggingness starts to get more complicated...I am sooo oooh so lucky. bah.
maybe i'll put an end to blogging...
we shall see...
it disturbs meee! sniff.

A Happy Happy Birthday Post To My Two Wonderful Aquarians!!

Nao!!! 18..so handsome and sweet and fun-loving! have a great night and a wonderful new year as a YA!! heh.

Joanie Babie!!!!!!!! hunnie there is too much to say that I just don't have time to say it all! so to make it quick, i want you to know how much I love you, and how much I miss you! as much as I would love to be with you on your big day, know that my prayers and love are there for me! chin up, and smile luv! it's your big day, you're the princess and deserve to be treated as one!!
HAPPY 16th!!!!!! stay cute forever!!!!! you'll always be my special little ballerina with little blue ribbons in your hair! hee hee! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

and to every Aquarian out there....you're loved! have a great day!! you rock;)



and now i'm off to a wonderful four days of wonderful feast time!!
my prayers and love are with you all!!!!!!
MUWA!!

I love my boyfriend, and all the little debates we have, which happen quite often, heh, only make me love him more.
He says one thing, I say another. We both seem to think we're both right, and sometimes, I am wrong, sometimes...he's wrong. That never seems to matter tho. Even if I am right, he won't accept it all the way. Or the other way around for that matter. We both want to wear the pants, but I let him wear them. "I wear the Gs." He rolls his eyes and I smirk, he jumps at me and I scream. We tumble, and wrestle for some time. He hurts me. I hit him and pull away. He frowns, we argue. He pulls me to him and kisses me, I pout like a brat, he wants to hit me over the head with a toy hammer. I laugh, he smiles. We kiss, then say we love each other. We cuddle, till we've both forgotten what had happened, then run off to the livingroom to join the others.
This happens more then once, but it's okay, because I love him and he loves me; and as long as that's the truth, everything will be alright. Every debate will be a time to remember when he's gone and i'm left alone in the room, missing him. It's funny how even though Love is the most perfect thing on earth, it still involves hard times and those occational debates;) Sometimes I worry, sometimes I expect too much from this Relationship, and when hard times hit I freak. It shouldn't be the caise. Love is beautiful because of the hard times, the Lord has to remind me that every day. You can never find a gem that is perfect, never eat a food that is just right--but it's okay, because as long as you treasure it, everything will be alright.
I read an article in the Activated this morning, how the solution to being happy is not by trying to make others around you and your situation and yourself, perfect, but to love. That's it. Just love. Love is simple, yet dificult sometimes. I of all people am learning that right now. But the result of it is more then beautiful and wonderful, and it's something I am willing to fight for. Lord help me.
In every situation let me take You with me, that's what You told me, that's what You said would make everything worthwhile no matter what the situation.
Lord help me to love more. Help us all.

I post this for you, baby! heh heh. remember? I said I would post somethen about ya! heh. Even tho you're one big goofy chum (HEEHEE), you're one of the most beautiful blessings I have received. I love you babe!!

something for you poor souls out there..
men..
tsk tsk..
HEE HEE!!!


Every woman, & when I say this I speak for ALL of us women, needs a man who makes them feel like they are the most precious thing in the world.
How?

Hugs, for example. Most women love to be hugged, especially by people of the oposite sex. YOU men. A pat on the back, a quick "loose" movement of lazy arms being thrown around her body because you're embarrssed or shy. Squeezing too hard can even become a problem--What? You trying to squish the life out of her or something? No no, that won't do.
Listen up boys, each hug is precious in our eyes, especialy if you're the one we have our eyes on. If you're going to come up to us and go out of your way to hug us, you might as well go out of your way completely and use that manly charm on us. Relax, don't tense up. Hold yourself like you're the boss and you know what you're doing--she's the princess, the center of your adoration! Show her. Make her feel special, make her smile & walk away thinking "He's such a charmer! So cuddly & sweet." What man on earth wants a woman to walk away & tell her friends that you're a "strange one".
Don't be over confident either, sometimes big ego turns a woman way off. And we don't want that, do we?
Don't cover your ears boys, or look away, this is for YOU: your looks. Women love it when a man keeps himself clean, when she goes to hug him and she can smell a freshly clean shirt, good-smelling cologne, and nice-smelling breath. Trim the hairs, shave the beards--most women love a sharp-clean looking face. She is your woman, you are suposed to win her heart, not scare her away!
Treat her like a woman. Not a thing. Not a man. She is a delicate being that deserves to be treated like a princess. You're the man, it's your job in making sure your woman feels cared for and beautiful. Remind her all the time that she is beautiful, how wonderful she smells, how cute she looks when she laughs. You'll win her heart by speaking her language, not by getting her to speak yours. That will come later.

Here are the 12 secrets to making us women happy:

Romance Is the Key To Sex
For Her, Sex Takes Time
Talking Is the Way She Connects With You
She Needs To Hear You Say You Care
She Needs To Know She's Attractive
Her Feelings Need To Be Honored
Making Up Is Hard To Do
She Likes To Be Pampered
She Needs Your Respect
She Needs To Feel Secure
She Needs Your Time and Attention
She Wants a Man Who Makes Her Feel Like a Woman


And ladies!! Did you know that men crave this thing you possess, your powers of Feminine Grace, so much so that they're hungry for it, even starving for it? They need it, crave it and all you need to do is awaken to it.
With every man I interviewed I always asked them what they found most attractive in a woman.
Here is a list of those qualities that were mentioned most often:

Self-confidence, comfort with who she is;
Stands tall with a sense of personal pride;
Happy with an easy laugh;
Positive outlook on life (they hated complaining and whining);
Enjoys being a woman and doesn't try to be like the men;
Appreciative of what makes a man a man.



-Kara O.-


Amen boys!!! hahahahahaha...i'm joking. you know we all love you so so much!!!

I'm baaack, miss me? heh. gosh it feels so good to be back in Chiba, back home...to my bed, pillows, room, friends etc,.
i'm not even going to start on the stories of what happened, three weeks can add up alot and i'd end up blabbing while you slept:p heehee.
for those of you who have kept the whole trip in your prayers, thank U! it all went well and know you've been in my prayers as well, and always will be!! xx
it's another year, another year to grow and smile and learn and laugh and make babies (grin.) and fall in love and find new friends. and much much more:) I really hope you all have had a wonderful new years! and hope the best for your year to be better then the last! i love you alll! muuuuuuwaa!

Before I'm off to Kyushu, I post my last (maybe...) post.
Photos of me, joe and lainy trying to make the most out of the last few remaining days of Christmas!
enjoy yours!
and happy new year...soon to come;)
muwa!!
don't forget how much I love U.















Byebye Christmas, you will be missed.
To the wonderful people who made Angelight a great team, you rocked Christmas to the max;)! I celebrate you!
this Christmas wouldn't be the same without you all. Dancing was wonderful:) yay.thanks for putting up with the times that I lost my patience and blew up! gomen ne!
Baby...this has been the best Christmas ever! I know i'll look back on this Christmas a few years from now and still smile. You really made it a merry Christmas! For this new year eve that we can't be together, I promise to make it up to you with many many other new year eves and much more! Thanks for keeping up with me, you are my hero. I love you soso mucho!I give you hugs and smooches and all my love! I love YOU!

"With Christmas comes the wings of love, and with the new year may you walk those 334 days giving love. Till the Christmas come, you fill back up."

Jolly Jolly Christmas Day!
Happy Birthday Jesus!

cheers! with a big glass of champagne to wish you all off on another wonderful Christmas eve and soon to be New Year. time seemed to fly by this year, it's really amazing to think that with another year aproaching, people are getting older, new babies being born, good things happening. what a wonderful season. you gotta love Christmas.
today we had our last big busking day, this time all of Chiba was here to partake in it as well. it was a happy, cold time:) i'll miss these good ol' busking days...
anyhooow!
tonight we carol for the neighbors, watch a Christmas movie with wonderful people and hot cups of cocoa with marshmellows. yummmm. can't wait till tomorrow when I can actually look at Joe and smile while I dig in to his mysteriously wrapped presents. wheeeeeeeeee. God is good! and i'm off to dinner.
i pray you all are enjoying yourselves tonight, have a good time, laugh, live, and love! this year won't come again;)
hapy birthday big BOY! I love You so much. I hope You of all people are having the best time this year. I love You!

campaii minasan. aishitemasu yo!

it's exactly one week till Christmas day and although i'm full of anticipation, there's also a slight hessiation. :p though each day I know i'll be holding on to every single moment with my special someone;)
this week should be busy.
time flys so fast, it's amazing, really, how soon it will be byebye 2006 and hello 2007! sigh. life goes on, we move on. grow older, mature, forgive, forget, remember. Then all over again you start to plan for the next Christmas. heeeeeeheee. well, that's me..
bah, this is so time wasting. blogs..tsk tsk. i'm off to find better things.
I pray and love U.
goodniiiight.

Photo time!

there's a bunch of photos, I feel like I need to post them all:p heh. one day i'll get to doing it. but for now, here's a few of our busking days so far. we love you dancers!! campaii.

why don't we all ponder our own thoughts, mind our own business and be happy people for Jesus since we have less than two weeks till christmas??
cheers all ye happy bloggers and merry souls!

keep smiling:)

I haven't been posting in a while. Again.
yesterday a crazy bunch of happy, cheery, strange folk all squished into one car and drove to Makuhari where they danced in the cold weather getting red noses, for the busy, eager-to-go-home people running back and forth from the station.
cool.
:)
haaa. anyways. it went well. some CDs were sold. and hopefully we made some people happy with Jesus' love. we're going out again today, so i'm praying that today will be even more fruitful then yesterday.
pray for us!

God bless all you other dancers out there, gambate ne! Shine for Jesus cause these Japanese are really in the dark. ne! enjoy yourselves and have a happy happy Christmas!


& for those of you who just like to comment stupidness on my blog or any other blog just to sound better about yourselves and have a good laugh, find something better to do with your time. It's Christmas, lighten up and do some good in this world;)

Happy season to be jolly:)

First of December...
wheehoo!
that means 25 days till chirtsmas day. can't wait!:)
amazing how fast this year went by, next month is 2007! sigh..

now our home looks all warm and christmassy. hee hee. we took some photos in front of the tree.
i'll post them some other time. right now i'm heading off to bed:)
and praying that you all have a really happy Christmas season this year. shine for Jesus!:)


an old Christmas poem.
to those of you who like to have a good crack that I "try to be deep". don't we all.
cheers to you! have a merry Christmas yourself, God bless you:)

Lord this Christmas I long to be
A humble servant for all to see
Your love and care for them each day
Your tenderness in everyway

I long to be those hands of Yours
To help the needy and the poor
To light up somebody’s day
And paint a smile on their face

I want to Your eyes and ears
To understand a child’s tears
To hear their cries and see their needs
Lord, like You I wanna be

And though I face a lot myself
I’ll try real hard to show and tell
Everyone along my path
Your love and care will always last

Lord this Christmas please hold my hand
When I’m weary help me stand
I feel so weak without You near
Please always whisper in my ear

Give me grace when I am down
Take away my slightest frown
I know that always when I’m weak
In me, You, do others see

And now as I am on my knees
My prayer to You oh Lord I bring
Help me be the best I can
And give the world all the love I have